流星？

我。。。 好像看到。。。流星噢！

HAPPY NEW YEAR of 2009 !

2008, not a perfect year I would have say.
I've lost enough in this year. This year of 18-year-old.
I've lost much in the case of, freedom, care freeness, time, places, and so...
But then, I've gain something I never thought of...
something I'll never know and never come across IF I does not leave home for what I'm doing now.

古人曰：塞翁失马，焉知非福
可能这句话说得没错吧。
半年前的我会分分秒秒在埋怨
埋怨我失去的一切
错过在槟城的时光
失去种种精彩
是，没错
是失去了那些种种
然而，回头一望
要不是当初我做了这个决定
我，不会是现在这个我
我，不会遇见现在认识的每一个人
我，不会有机会经历半年来发生的种种
说实在，我，成长了许多
成长，需要代价
这代价可不是开玩笑的

认识我的人
你看我笑 不代表我快乐
你看我沉默 不代表我神伤

想要走进我的心里世界 没有你想象那么简单
我可以很潇洒
我可以很capalang

心情如雨、如云、如海
阴晴不定 漂浮不稳
几时落脚 何时起飞 我自己也不知晓 怎么给你个肯定呢？

也许师父没有说错
是自己封闭了与外面世界的接触 是自己自卑自负
2008年实在有太多太多个也许了
too much of contingencies
too much of unpredictable possibilities
too much of uncertainty
make me way too tired.....

Shall I start a very New Year,
Yes, true enough, with
A Very New Smile
A Very New Spirit
A Very New Energy
A Very New Hope
A Very New Wish
and put Faith on A VERY NEW ME

after what I've been through
I appreciate all the hopes given on me
I appreciate all the helping hands landed on me in case of need
I appreciate all the smile shone on your faces towards me
I appreciate every text messeges, every phone calls, every greet and every smile
Yes, I Do... and I'm not kidding you
I stand upon because of all this.
and never to forget every bloody events that happended whole year round
They happened, for a reason, I believe
Whatever the reason is
Whatever God is planning above us
What had happened, just let it be

To my beloved Family, my dad, my mom, my sis, my bro and others;
To my beloved a.k.a Dear Elaine;
To my beloved a.k.a brotherS;
To my beloved Friends;

I shall take this opportunity to say THANK YOU.
THANK YOU for being here with me in times of happiness;
THANK YOU for smiling at me to give me warmth;
THANK YOU for standing by me in times of loneliness;
THANK YOU for never given up on me in times of sadness and down;
in short - THANK YOU!

I started this blog, around 11.15pm in the college's tennis court
We were there, to wait for the moment of 00:00AM of 2009
We were there, to Welcome the arriving of 2009
I finished up this blog, on my hostel room bed
and its 1:11AM of 1st January 2009

Start from the moment of 00:00AM
Its a New Year, and I'll leave my 18th behind
Welcoming 19th soon.
Shall it be a Joyful and Wonderful year!
to me, and to everyone.

2008 完结篇。

HAPPY NEW YEAR of 2009 !

GRACE'S HOME! *^^*

THURSDAY, DECEMBER 25, 2008
Yeap!! You didn't hear me wrong. Grace is HOME for Christmas. HoHoHo~~
duhh... K. This year's Christmas was NOTHING like the previous.
Our "Tradition"... kononnya, sudah hapus bersama-sama masa yang lalu.
so, the spray spray thingy with the santa's hat is just that kind of 'ONCE IN A LIFETIME' thingy..
well, once is better than never.

So, this year, we did something I guess everyone enjoy the best --- EAT!

STEAMBOAT IN ELAINE'S PLACE!!!

哈哈，真是过意不去啦。。
认识你没有14年也有个9年，今天初次拜访到府上，说出来还真是有失礼之处
anyway, 今夜，各方游子聚集一个屋檐下 （应该说是‘各方游女’，有没有发现我们这一群，离乡背井的都是女儿家？）
K Kampai 的 K Kampai
K Heineken 的 K Heineken
醉的醉
谈的谈
8的8
emo的老早归府
迟到的迟到 （至少我不是最后一个！~应以为傲！）

在此，慎重感谢大伙请客，这餐吃得很尽兴。
谢谢大家！

Seasons Greetings,
Merry Christmas to ALL,
and
Shall we have a Joyfull year ahead!
HoHoHo~~~
*^^*

with Love,
Grace

给我们的一封信

心灵之窗，在红尘滚滚中，曾几何时已被封闭了，我们又何曾尝试去打开过它，以抹去那蒙在心窗的尘埃，好让自己有充裕的心情去迎接迎面而来的每一个挑战。

相信生命没有 take 2。我们都只能活一次，就那么一次。难不成舍得让这仅有的一次让时间放肆的摧残，让自己在黯然神伤？

还是，每天早上可以打开胸膛抬头看朝阳，跟他比一比志气和胆量！

给自己的一封信

动摇过，才懂得鉴定：失去过，才学会珍惜。

一场暴风雨，让自己更了解自己的坚持应在何方

试炼，成就了信心；

感谢伤害过我的人， 是他，让我更坚强

感谢我的失败， 是它，让我知道我应该更坚定于我的目标

感谢伤心流过的泪水， 泪水灌溉了生命的勇气

不管三七二十一，只要带着勇气去追

我清楚了解 是时候把往日那傲人的志气找回来；

不管心 牵挂于何方 总要先把自信找回来

暴风雨过后，只要有阳光，就会有彩虹

我的勇气就是阳光

彩虹，一定会在前方！

我要找回我那隐形的翅膀

好吗？

Put FAITH in Yourself

FRIDAY, DECEMBER 26, 2008

在一路往北再上的当儿，有感而发写了这一篇。。。

你 相信我吗？？

如果答案是 是

那 你更该先相信自己

不要说自己没有用

每个人的贡献都不同

你可能是最棒那一个

你却不知道

请 为自己的未来做选择

不会有对错的问题

每个人都有一个梦

只是彼此不相同

那个梦可以很平凡 却绝对不 平庸

没有人可以替你完成那个梦

因为，那是你独一无二的梦！

梦.想

THURSDAY, NOVEMBER 25, 2008

何谓梦想

我有梦想吗？

你若有梦，你可否敢去想？

心静。。。

让自己沉淀下来

去掉心里任何杂念，一丝一点都不要有

让心底自己的欲望和追求的目标慢慢浮现

这，就会是你该走的那条路

选择

WEDNESDAY, DECEMBER 24, 2008

前方的路 看似茫然

停顿的心 目标在哪

相信 只有做不做选择

不会有 做错的选择

WEDNESDAY, DECEMBER 3, 2008

不会爬，不要跳；

不会走，妄想飞；

凡事始于平凡，我是应该从平凡做起。。。

“年轻人不要胡思乱想，要脚踏实地，做个普通的人。”

TUESDAY, DECEMBER 2, 2008

记得 记得 记得这种心痛的感觉

dedicated to Mr.W.H. Goh

SATURDAY, NOVEMBER 29, 2008

.Sorry.

I hate to promise something but unable to keep my promise.
I hate to say: I can, I will; but ended up I can't
But I'm really SORRY this time I can't make it.
Sorry a hundred, Sorry a thousand, Sorry a million.
.I'm Sorry.

Way to much contingencies...
Where will my path lay?